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Learning to love what is...

Many years ago, I met special friend who I had known for many years, we were both actresses at similar stages in our careers and I was her agent for a while.
Although her life had also changed, I notice in me how something from the past, a longing, was triggered when I met her, an idea that I hadn't achieved something, my dreams had been unfulfilled and I had somehow failed.

When I stopped to check myself I realised my life was full and abundant and included all the things I had dreamed about. A loving partner, 2 beautiful children, a comfortable home and a work/life balance. My life offered me the opportunity to be fulfilled and peaceful but something in me challenged me from embracing that and experiencing its beauty to the full. 
What was missing was self love and a complete attention and love for what is in my life RIGHT NOW.
My life had been one in which I had never fully appreciated or enjoyed the present moment.  There was always a sense that the grass was greener on the other …

Werewolves on the Full Moon

Tonight is the full moon and it amazes me how much I am affected by the cycles of the moon.
Not only in my womanly cycles that seem to collide with this Lunar event but in my moods. After a wonderful day yesterday, where I felt invincible, I woke this morning lathargic and moody.

I am a Pisces and my son, who is the same also woke with his emotions on show. It made me think about the concept and purpose of this illumination in the dark, the full reflection of the sun in the night. Perhaps this cyclical event, like all cyclical events is the opportunity to heal some inner darkness, to light it up.

Maybe in order to do this we've got to see and experience them, the full moonlight shows them to us, usually hidden deep in the unseen parts of our minds. It also highlights our choices, our consciousness so that we can in this cycle bring more light to these aspects of ourselves that we suppress, that are uncomfortable for us to look at and hold as part of ourselves.
Today I can feel my…